Today we made an important decision,

renovation of my room, change my bed, wardrobe for the preparation of my sis wedding day.......

which means lots of things have to be thrown away and kept in other place........??

things haven't been touched for years..........

kept in my room for long long time.............

kind of afraid of or actually not willing to touch/ move.............. 

It is said that everyone should have some time leaving yourself "Empty",

this emptiness can let you rest and digest things u met daily.

For year, I have been making myself busy........

now there are things for me to think really clearly...........

things to plan and things that will affect my future........

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Things seemed to be far far from me is now right in front of me........

Today watched 8.00pm at TVB.......

He said sth really touched me.............. that's wt I think too.........

after her death, I won't keep any other dogs again.................

unless I am sure I can have my full heart and attention to her...............

I know I had not done enough for her...................

She has left us for 11months already.......................

still missing you...................

Not having an interest in diamonds as usual

yet today have a sudden chance to look at them

um..... shinny......nice looking.......

but this make me start thinking wt's the meaning behind...........

ha.....sis juz laughed at me.........

in the past always have time writing xanga~

now not even logging in for long time~

hahaa~~really~ last entry is 2 months ago~

in this period of time I did mny mny things~~

the FYP~ part-time worksssss~ assignments~~

kekekee~~ of coz from time to time dou yau going out when my love la~~

But this month, we both very busy............

can't meet that much.............

After the last exam tmr, I can go shopping for X'mas gifts~~

I want to put a small x'mas tree at home ar~~

yeahyeah~~ can't wait to do so~

lalalaaa~~

{obviously I'm escaping from studying now.....kakakaa~~}